A Laboring Life

Recieve what you’re given and trust the Lord for all that is needed–He will make the best of it.

The Everchanging Shadow and a Response

I saw a story of the Operation Valkyrie today, which attempted to assassinate the most infamous tyrant of our time and establish another rule. The following were my thoughts afterward:

“As much as we can blame, and choose to blame on Hitler and the like, the spirit which drove him through his atrocities still lives in many of us today. We have only found different ways of expressing it: the want. We all have want, and we’ll do what we must to acquire it.

Hitler was only raised under different circumstances with a bigger vision and illusion for his desire…”

Realizing I was terrified of the possibilities this could hold–within myself and within those who I will be associated with in the future–I concluded with a plan:

“I will love my neighbor and give them peace and give them freedom. I will give them truth, but only to those who are seeking; only to those who ask. And for those who do not, for those who proclaim in their heart that they are an enemy of mine and the God that I know and love, I will give them also to that highest authority and trust Him in all things–even though this land of shadow end in bitterness, as it surely will. All glory is God’s alone.”

Restlessness and Anticipation

All my young life I’ve been searching for something. Consistently unsatisfied with the things I approach; with the direction they are going–they never last; they never have absolute value; they never have true honor; they never have lasting glory; they always die.

I want to be in something eternal, but I don’t trust it. So I hold on… to save myself.

“Therefore do not cast away your confidence, which has great reward. For you have need of endurance, so that after you have done the will of God, you may receive the promise:

‘For yet a little while,
And he who is coming will come and not tarry.
Now the just shall live by faith;
But if anyone draws back,
My soul has no pleasure in him.’ ” -to the Hebrews

The cure of this restless heart lies in the confidence of it’s confession.

Do I trust this God? I do not understand Him, how can I endure His will?
Do I believe the words of His son? Do I know Him?

I must.

A Glimpse of the Present

God is taking those areas in which I have weakness and building them up so that they must be habitually strengthened (i.e. physical fitness with the military, ROTC).  This in in preparation of the future.

Lord, give me the vision for what You have planned, no rather the the patience to wait on You.  In trust and obedience I will be blessed–do as You will, show as you will, I am Your (willing) slave.

Reflecting on the Anticipation of Enormous Endeavors

May trust and obedience be a blessing to me; not to balk at the appearance of limiting circumstances, materials or character.  Because these are not founded in what appears to men, but they are founded in Christ, who is limitless in His appeals to the Father (who creates truth with the words of His mouth).  And this Christ works all things, through the Spirit, into submission of the Father’s kingdom, power and glory for all eternity.  And by the Father’s grace, I am freed, healed and empowered to abide in Christ and He in me, that I may be of one mind with them.

I have in everything to trust and obey.